Unresolved Trauma.

This trauma…I don’t know where it came from but I know it appeared in January when I had extreme schizophrenia and DID. Now I don’t have either and yet I still feel the trauma shrinking a box I am stuck in.

Also, I have come to the conclusion that I have had ADHD without knowing. This explains why I had been distracted by the Sea Dragon Leviathan in my “final” Subnautica Twitch Stream instead of actually getting the kyanite I needed. This explains why in Minecraft I rarely get any progress done. This explains the extra time I put into homework assignments with putting in “too much work!” My autism and ADHD are working together to drive me from myself, from my dreams, from my goals, from my life.

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