Taking a major break maybe (extreme trigger warning)

I have a friend who wants to end her life and everyday I have to force her out of it through text and then I have to delete are texts so no one finds out but I can't deal with it by myself I'm gonna ask her friend for her address Incase I need to call the police for her if she trys anything but it's been so hard having this afraid feeling that your friend is gonna end herself every day
Trying to get better..
But everyday I'm stuck in the extreme panic of "is she gonna be okay is she alright?"
All day and also the stress of I have to posting to keep followers so I hope you all understand seeya on the flip side
And I may comment here an there