i hate dating my crushes honestly

um actually this time ill wait untill someone actually confess their love to me i just dont wanna confess anymore i hate the crushes i dated i hate what they did to me i always felt guilty i always felt like im the bad one and um the reason why i had a ctush on my ex crushes is cause i thought they were cool i didnt focus on their personality that well. i should have known whats going on with them first but no im so freaking dumb but actually this time im honestly changing bro im so done with this i hate dating catfishers , racists , liars , smth that i dont like. im freaking changing i cant stay the same every single day i dont think im my old self anymore ;; andddd if ur one of my crushes! im never dating u ( not ex crushes , jsut the new ones/nm ) i am never ever dating u cause for a lot of reason i have trust issues right now cause OF my crushes ( all of them none of them are good. ) so yea plus im not ready for a relationship or maybe im not into relationships anymore i dont wanna cry and waste my tears after divorces i might stop dating till i grow into an adult. the reason why i date people its cause i want someone always on my side and someone who loves me and understands me AND helps me tahst the reason why i date or else i wont date. this post is kind of a vent i guess?? i might sound sad but im like very serious and upset abt this so much i cant stay stressed out everyday cause of this. one of them said racist stuff abt me one of them said i controlled yk when i literally meant the words in another way not by controlling one of them made r@p4 jokes to me one of them sexualized me a lot theres a lot worse ex crushes. i dont hate my ex partners or ex crushes i just hate their actions i just dont love them anymore and dont care abt their feelings and them cause now theyre like a wall to me. and if u know one of my exes here please dont send hate to them they dont deserve the hate and i dont too .,. respect my wishes please! if you’re one of my ex crushes/partners friends wanting to comment on my any posts you’re not allowed im so sorry i dont feel comfortable :( its not cause i hate yall its cause it reminds me of the person you’re friends with makes me overthink!! so yea please plesde im begging respect my wishes you can vent in my posts if u want to guys! i always wanted a lot of people venting to me <3 ;;

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2 years ago   Reply

  AGGRESSIVE FOLK ☆

Maki ( joji my beloved )

OMG OMG TYSMMMMM U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME AHHSGGSSYGRHWOABEHS but frl tho i dont care if ur popular i dont care if ur cool anf i also dont care abt how u look all i care abt is ur personality. all i care abt is how you TREAT me! its about how you treat me its never about your face and stuff. if u treated me good i will find u attractive from the outside and the inside and if u treated me bad id find u ugly from the outside and the inside!! this is what i care abt i just honestly dont care about how cool people are i just want people to treat me like im also a human not a fucking goat yk yk but yae ALSO I LOVE U FOREVER TOO HELPF/p

2 years ago   Reply

  Maki ( joji my beloved )

Exactly Thats my girl!!/p
You can’t just date someone cause they seem “cool” you really should focus on peoples personality then you can date them all you want! <3 all you did was wrong with your last ex! you guys didnt get to know each other that much and stuff yknow sooooo- yea i couldnt blame you two- you two maybe didnt know sooooo ya heh but at least you know what to do now! <333 you will find someone better than your exes bestay trust me MWAH MWAH ME LOVE YOU FOREVA/p

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