Vent

I'm depressed, and people are starting to notice, I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO NOTICE, I DONT WANT ATTENTION DRAWN TOWARDS MY PROBLEMS, but alas, they do care. I just wish they didn't know. My parents are divorcing, I hate them for that. Everything used to be so simple, but now it's all different. I'm not sure what to do with myself, and if there even is anything to do, last week I got my dad's shotgun from under his bed and contemplated if I should kill myself or not, because I have so much problems, and it's so much pressure, and I don't know what to do, because of my addiction to porn I have so much secrets on my phone that I want to stay hidden, and for that reason I'm always paranoid, I just don't know what to do.

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