ok! so

I have a toxic father
and
Im gonna do something
(he's autistic and struggles with emotions and understanding how he makes people feel)

so I'm gonna tell him how he's been acting
through a letter
not to face, because I'd literally puke with how anxious he makes me

this can go one of 2 ways
1. he finally understands the shit he puts us through and tries to be better
2. he decides to be stubborn, and completly ignore my words
and throws a temper tantrum
and I get grounded for life
and he takes away my stuff
and maybe even possibly gets physical

all consequences I'm prepared for
but if the 2nd one happens
I won't be able to post for a little while 👌

so just letting you guys know
(unless I wuss out lmao)