vent/rant + lazy doodle

lmao hiii1i1

So
This is gonna get weird and confusing for a lot of people since I don't really like opening up about topics like these (especially publicly)

So I'm just gonna put a content warning

CW for sexual/explicit topics and stuff

Okay lets gooooooo2yippeeeeee


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I've been so extremely sexually frustrated for months and it's been really bugging me
And it feels really selfish to say, but it's kinda like i need to be on that emotional level of intimacy with someone to feel loved or genuinely wanted
Sex or intimate moments are like a need to me and that feels really weird and selfish to admit
But it's been really bugging me and I need to let it out
It's been going on for months (sexual frustration)

I've talked to my two friends about it and one of them said that I was starving (metaphorically)

They said my needs were like food
I need the food or I'll starve
And right now, since my needs aren't being met, I'm starving
I dunno, it's weird and I don't even know why I'm saying all this
Advice would be nice
I really wanna talk to my boyfriend about all this but I definitely know for a fact that it would definitely be awkward and uncomfortable
I dunno man

Sos

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