I am literally at the brink of suicide right now.
I hate my life. Not only has my aunt's cancer came back, my grandads has too. And my grandad is having surgery soon and my nan has broken her ribs. And not just that, most my friends betrayed me for no reason.
And people are starting to hate me for being me. I've started getting hate online and in life. I'm being bullied everywhere I go at school. I'm getting to the point where I am going to kill myself.
Depressed has started to seep in to me and I cannot afford therapy and my parents don't think I need it. No one is ever around for me to talk to and I'm left stranded by myself.
Everyday I start of fine and then the slightest thing happens and triggers me and I'm just grumpy for the day which makes my family grumpy which makes me feel bad.
Then there's the whole racism thing. Not just racism at school but everywhere people are being horribly racist to me and my family. As well as millions- even billings over the world which makes it a fuckload worse.
If I could just get one day. ONE FUCKING DAY that doesn't end in another reason for devastations to decide to fuck me up, it would mean everything to me. I would give my life for a day I could actually be happy.
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