Vent (flash warning)

I hate how I feel like I don’t have a real personality.
I’m supposed to be myself, so why am I not?
At least that’s what it feels like
Sometimes I want all the noise to stop
Everything to just pause
So I can have a moment to breathe
That’s just what I want.
Why can’t the universe give me just 6 hours? I’m trying so hard.
I just want to see them.
Aside from the joking, I feel numb
It’s been 3 weeks since he died.
I didn’t cope properly and now it’s crumbling onto me.
I don’t know what to do
It’s fine though
I’ll find a way :)

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