No ! Why would you waste your life because of that ? Shes alive, You just don't see it and I know she is. You can't doubt it, pray. I don't like it when people do this, Please..

I wasn't protect her from HER and I wasn't paying attention.....Now as you can excuse me I have some drowning to do.

And how exactly did she die because of YOU? Explain Please.

Yeah....

... Are you sure about that ?