A pencils duty

I am officially quitting...

So, to everyone who has been following me since the early days of my account (that has gotten popular quickly and unexpectedly) I have made a lot of posts about quitting, but after a few days I come back and make small animations or posts about stuff. This is my final, and last post, unfortunately. :(

The reason why I am Officially quitting is because of a lot of reasons:

1.) I don't find motivations to do animation anymore..

It's not that I hate animation or I get bored by animating now, it's because I have been lately suffering from severe mental burnouts and stress. I mean, I WOULD animate. I... I just don't think I can anymore. Because, I'll be honest, nothing has been exiting about this app recently, too. There's no cool updates or stuff, it's just stuck to the way it was before.. Which is now getting boring because this app is old, and the people here are getting old too..

2.) I am too busy to do so...

Recently, school came up. And I gotta tell you, as a 12 year old who is in the second year of high school, in a poor country, it is so hard to keep up with things. Alot has happened in school (Which I will not tell because of personal reasons and because I don't want to drag you all into this mess) there's algebra, and I'm the only one who can speak in English at my class, there's a pandemic, my 2 bags are maybe starting to give in to the heaviness. And plus, it's a public school, (I was in private school before but I transferred because of the virus) In my country, private schools are way better and much more cleaner and appropriate to be, In public schools, It's not that great.. So, I have to focus more because of Alot of things.. Not to mention my interests in, I want to draw, really. I want to write stuff, I want to animate, I want to make people happy! But, I don't feel the same joy and excitement I did years ago..

3.) Pandemic and Sutff about what's happening in the outside world..

I'm a germaphobe, and an introvert, so it's hard for me to fit in in my real life and outside in the real world. The real world, let's face it, has more bad things in it than good things.. And I.. I don't know.. I just feel so cornered with our family's little house, and that's something I should focus on.

4.) Mental health and Personal stuff.

I don't want to drag you all to my personal problems and stuff like that but, I forget a lot and I think that something IS wrong with me. I Googled, and I have ADHD symptoms, which is something I probably shouldn't ignore.. So, I want to take care of myself and my family, I'm the oldest after all. It is a huge responsibility.

My family and friends rely on me to live somewhere out of our country.
My country is not the best.. There is so many pollution (There is literally a big garbage hill outside of our house just across the road every night and it stinks) and corruption, which means there is a lot of bad people in our country, like a lot lot. Education here isn't... The best? I'd rather say not enough. That's a serious problem I should also focus on to make sure I'd survive..

In short, I don't find motivation to do this anymore and I have more important stuff in my real and personal life that I should worry about. So, I am quitting.

It has been fun, and great, to be with you all as the years go by.. But, as the saying goes, Everything has an end.

This is sad, but, also kind of relieving. I love you all and I will never forget those who supported me and gave me a good time in this app. I wish I could've done more.

I'm now, Officially quitting,
Farewell, my good friends, and thank you again.

-Zay G. (A pencil's duty)

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