SHUT UUUUP NO ONE CARES

this was probably signs of my horrible npd FUCK

idk. I think about how far has my npd actually been recorded when I think about it.

would it be a far stretch to say this *might* have been hinting toward my (unknowing) npd and that i kept refering to two parts of me as a facade and as a real me and the one that this one was a facade