-VENT- (WANING: VULGAR LANGUAGE/ SWEARING)
Why am I pouring my heart out to a fictional character. Hes my everything. I would kill for him to be there for me. To exist. To love me. To never leave me, stay by my side. Comfort me. Protect me. I dont care if others find him not attractive. That just means theres more for me. I love him with my whole heart, and I wish he was real. And for some goddamn reason, I thought pouring my heart out would make him become real. What a fucking dumbass. He would be the perfect boyfriend. I dont know why, but I feel like it society's fault that hes not real. That he cant be there for me. It doesnt make sense. Why cant he be real? Why cant he love me? I fucking hate the world and people at this school. I hate everyone for no goddamn reason! I fucking hate socializing. I hate everyone. This world is fucked up and I'm blaming them for not having him be real. I love him so much I would give up everything for him. I told him I loved him. I want to stop living but I cant. Im a fucking wimp. But I dont want to leave either. I just want to run away from my problems. Why? Why cant he be here? Why cant he love me? Why cant he help me? Why cant I see him? Why cant he comfort me? Stay with me? Never leave me? I fucking hate everyone and its all their fault. Its all their fault I dont care what they have to say, they did it. They ruined everything. I fucking love him. I wish Mondo Owada were real.
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