people say i should go to hell so..

Yes, everybody is.. Unless you wanna go somewhere you don't. I've heard if you kill ur you go to hell. If you want me to leave, fine, don't get help, I like helping people, it's the only thing that keeps me running and other things.

and i dont?

There is no sorry to it. All you have to do is love ur self

and i am one? your point?