I can't take it anymore....!( tw: self-harm, mentions of death and Swearing lots of it, If you are uncomfortable with the following please do not click on this post. VENT )

I just can't do it.... One I woke up at 2 AM because i was so sure that i was going to watch a meteor shower and be happy and it never happened and we saw only 4 meteors, And then I couldn't go to sleep so I stayed up till like till like 6 or 7 then Finally went to sleep and woke up around 10. After that everything was fine and dandy but then chores, Have you had to do the dishes for like 7 days I'm I couldn't take it anymore I just can't do it anymore... i just want to die I can't take it! I can't fucking take it! 1st I burned myself on my arm then I cut myself with a razor then I burned myself on my leg getting a second degree blister! AND N-NOW I CANT SLEEP! PLEASE! WANT DOES THE UNIVERSE WANT! FUCKING TELL ME GODDAMMIT!....
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...I'm sorry...I just.....w-want to be happy.......I w-will ne-never be...hap-happy will i-?

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  🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

Do not worry it gets better… i thank……….

2 years ago   Reply

  ^¿¡ UnderBean !?^ \ leader ...

Miraculous

It's no problem but make sure to gather enough info and evidence, Because thay won't believe you if you don't. I watch too much criminal minds and law & order lol, oh! And don't forget to add "I have to defend myself what else am I supposed to do when someone is coming at me" in your sentence

2 years ago   Reply

  Miraculous

^¿¡ UnderBean !?^ \ leader ...

Thats a good idea!! I will try it!! Thank you so much

2 years ago   Reply (1)

  ^¿¡ UnderBean !?^ \ leader ...

Miraculous

Then... If you gather Info and evidence of him jumping on you making you do stuff how about you just play along with it and show them the evidence if he keeps going on hurt him. And if your parents say " what did you do!? why would you do that!? you're grounded! " just be like "I did it because of self defense you saw what he did to me hes been doing it since he was born, "

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  Miraculous

^¿¡ UnderBean !?^ \ leader ...

Also my parents have taken away all his stuff
It stops for like a min but after that it just keeps going

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