i have a confession that’s long over do

TW, venting, cursing, negligence

i understand majority of you all won’t care, so I’ll try to make this quick.

i was the bully that went by ‘rubi’. I bullied innocent, vulnerable, and immature kids on this app. I feel no shame whatsoever. But I’m telling you all because this will mark the end of my existence on this app. Might as well get this whole thing off my chest while I do it right?

I’m no where near a respectable person. And I have fully accepted that, and succumbed to sad fucking truth. The truth is, i don’t receive any true praise in my home life. I live with 7 other siblings all younger than me, and the youngest one being less than a year old. I am a second mom. I do my chores, my school, I take care of my siblings, I comfort them, I feed them, i take them to the fucking bathroom, I give them my whole damn life. All because my mom couldnt wait a little while longer.

I’m sick of my life. I’m so fucking done. All my account was, was just me trying to get someone, anyone’s, attention and adoration. It failed. Twice. So I’m done. I’m done doing this crap.

  ★Elliot☆

I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry that this was your last post, I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner. You probably won't see this but I genuinely hope things have been going better for you. I believe you can get through this

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