This is all just a big mess.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t even feel comfortable going to school anymore. I always feel like I’m interrupting. I always feel horrible. I feel disgusting. All I can think about is what happened no matter where I go or who I hang out with. Why am I so dramatic 💀 I miss them. All of them. why can’t I keep a single fucking friend, it’s stupid honestly. I say I want friends but I’m a total shithead. I say I want friends but I’m always busy. I say I want friends but I’m too overwhelming to be friends with. When does it end. When does the drama end. I don’t feel comfortable with anyone anymore. Not even him. Nobody.

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