I also wanted to kill them... I had a lot of suicidal thoughts through all my suffering, and I would have already killed myself if I wouldn't remember my purpose, my dream, I've always wanted to make people happy, I wanted to give them the happiness I couldn't get, that's the only thing that makes me stay here, because, at least only one person in the world, will be glad that I have helped them, and I'll enjoy looking at the smile on their faces, that's my purpose on life, and I'm sure you have a purpose, a dream too... Make your dreams come true, and remember that not everything in life sucks, that someday, you'll find out how to be happy, and you'll enjoy life more than ever before... Don't hurt yourself anymore... Please...
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I'll tell you something I haven't told to anyone else...
All my life my parents forced me to be perfect, they always wanted me to get the best marks, they wanted me to be friends of all my classmates, they wanted me to be the best one at everything.
One day, I couldn't stand them anymore and I scaped from my home and I went to my friend's house, she talked to me and told me I should talk with my parents about how I felt, I did, they didn't care... Yesterday we had a very bad fight, the only one that got hurt was me, my dad threw me to the floor and kicked me in the ribs and I think they are broken now, my mum tried to asphyxiate me... I scaped again and called the police, I went with them to the police station and now the police is working to make them more "normal" (idk how to say this) parents and treat me better.
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