Ok bean you are just making things worse, here I will explain why I feel upset: we had been friends for a year or so and you just leave randomly, you made all of us worry and then you come back like nothing happened. I feel like you are not being yourself, tell me bean why, why make us miserable just because you are? Why make thing worse when things all ready horrible? The only reason I can’t forgive you is because you have not even given me a reason to. I hope you understand If you even ever see this.

Ummm

DON'T YOU GET IT!?!? I'M ALONE
JUST BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE I DID DOESN'T MEAN I DID

I NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF!!!!