A lil bit abt shit in my life

NOVEMBER 15 2022
Its honestly confusing. Like idek anymore. He talks to Emmerson all the time and it doesnt help that he sits next to her in cleavengers. I feel bad because I hate her for something she cant control. But it doesnt matter considering we arent even dating, and shes dating someone else. He barely talks to me anymore and I cant tell if he doesnt like me anymore or if its my friends. Whenever we do talk its only small talk. I just miss him and shouldnt because even Aubrey said he was bad for my mental health. And it always happens, but do I just find this person attractive, or like them? I honestly can never tell and I dont think Ive experienced true love at all. Maybe im just desprate? To have someone love me even though I might never love them back, even if im in a relationship with them. I just feel so single and lonely- which i am 😭😭

But anyways, I love Hell Above by Pierce The Vail

NOVEMBER 18 2022
I like Tegan and he doesnt even like me back anymore :)
Im going to fucking kms.
But its okay, because- idk, its just okay! Its good. Its fine yk!
Its okay :)

NOBEMBER 19
Tbh I feel kinda bad because when Tegan first confessed his UNDYING LOVE TO ME /j (sadly 😭😭)
I didn't even give him a response, but he knew I liked Kole ( ew and why ) back then.
God I hate myself for being blinded by that bitch. Tegan was waiting for me to notice him, but must have got tired of waiting and threw his feelings away. I feel so fucking bad because if I think about it, I don't think I ever liked Kole, which makes the situation even worse. I fucking hate him so much. Smh bitch has been ignoring me, and I'm tired of his bullshit. This is another reason why we love Tegan ✊😔💕

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