No I'm perfectly fucking fine there's nothing fucking wrong

Of course something's fucking wrong
I'm in more fucking pain then ever before, I've just been diagnosed with a fainting disorder, my nans died of a heart attack, and my grandad has fucking heart and lung fucking desease, and at school I'm being bullied, beaten and assaulted constantly becus I'm gay. Everythings perfectly fucking fine

Rub?
Is smthing wrong?

What happen