I hate the human body! When you stay up for long enough your brain starts to go wild and make you feel bad about yourself but you can't cry because you can't get anything else out. It's so cool to look at human Anatomy but not to actually live with it being ya know..your body! I just don't understand emotion..you can be sad then you can be depressed which is way worse, then you could be scared and you can be anxious which is so.....SO much worse..but at the end of the day...I don't wanna tell anyone this because I don't want people to worry about me! I don't like people worrying about me more than they do theirself even though I do exactly that..I just...I wanna be ok..I wanna be able to think or look in the mirror without pointing out all my flaws and making me feel worse, I want people to think I'm normal...I want to be normal but I cant, no matter how hard I try..I wanna see the world without being scared of it, I wanna lay in thr grass without worrying ticks might be in it, I wanna go in a plane without worrying about dying..I wanna live! I want help..but I don't at the same time...I'm scared of help, it's new..and dangerous.

I wanna...comfort my friends but I don't know how...I wanna love people without worrying about rejection, betrayle, or abandonment...I just wanna cry and feel better..but I cant...I want someone to love...but the one I do probably just sees me as a friend..SEE?? I wanna NOT overthink- I wanna....I want a hug..

  ♤Elvius_Opossum♤

*hugs* and btw love is something human and ik that horrible to feel unloved but people are always here for u so why not saying yes for a lil mental help?

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