... i will for you

i gtg sleeping... plz stay alive at least for me bud...

i.m weak
and i.m not a best friend
I.m a bad friend
Bcus i keep hurting myself bcus love comes back and everytime i want to i get beared down to friendship so my family can say i should die
and i don't fucking know anymore

then ur my failure friend
but u'll be for ever something to me, and its being the best friend that understand me

i.m not special
i.m a faillure
What should i do keep living to hurt myself