I feel you've wasted time waiting, like I know you love him but you can't help his situation, and it fucking sucks I know it sucks ass to know what he's going through and not being able to help but you just have to come to terms that you can't help him with it, I really don't wanna sound. mean and I hope I don't cause I love our friendship and I don't want you to leave :,)

But?

I know and I don't want to be mean so I won't say much but

Dang i am waiting for so much time i lost hopes and we rarely talk for months already

well maybe stick around for a little. longer for him? but just don't drain yourself :( I care about you and I don't want you to drain yourself ><