I uuuuuhhhh got nothing anymore

sweetie. I don't mind the depressing shit. I'm honestly glad that you don't just bottle that shit up, it's healthier to let it out and talk about it.

and I absolutely love the conversations we have in general. even if we don't have them often, I still enjoy them.

Maybe bcus you don't have to hear the depressing shit from me again and really
I fuck myself up every night over and over
I.m just destroying myself slowly

I would if it were actually a good thing, trust me man I feel the same, but how am I supposed to be happy when one of my favorite ppl ever leaves me?

Bro just be happy for me when i died
Its what i want