I’m sorry you have to go though this. I’ve gone through something similar, and I’m not trying to compare if that’s what you’re picking up. I feel you, my friends are always telling me I’m too skinny and need to eat a burger. I’ve had too many mental breakdowns because of this one friend. I’m sorry you have to go through this, and just know that you’re beautiful and always will be. You’ll always be beautiful to me, and to the people in your life that care about you. I know it may be hard, but please don’t let them get to your head. Something that helps me get the thoughts of others words out of my head is listening to music really loudly. I hope you have a great day or a good nights rest. I’ll be here if you need someone to talk to