Now I'm 9 years old, but I still can't react. It's like... my brain can't know where to go or what to do or what to respond to. I just can't do anything. I can not decide.

Well when I was 9 I me and this girl like so I just want for the kiss and it didn't fell that bad

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https://ibb.co/z7V356K

I don't know... I'm not sure

I'm ashamed...
Besides, he's a boy from my previous school...
However.. I feel like kissing him! 😣
but I've never kissed and it's very complicated for me... It's not something you do every day from one day to the next.