funking christ

idk if I said this earlier
but when I was saying dad's are shitty
this is why

uh
so
my dad is an ass.
I'm not getting into all the reasons, we'd be here for hours.
but, I'll just say he's an asshole who doesn't care and is uninvolved w his kids.
...and he's a pitiful bastard.

soooo this morning, I was babysitting my bby bros(had been babysitting them since night b4, they stayed the night w me and my dad), and I ended up staying up until 5 am bc the 3 yr old refused to stop screaming and sleep. so I didn't sleep until then.
then, the 6 yr old one woke me up at 6 am bc he had an accident, so I was ill as a hornet then. accidentally snapped at him and got I to trouble w my mom bc of it tday, but she understood when I explained why.
then my dad tried to wake me up at 8 am. but when I didn't wake up IMMEDIATELY when he called my name, he just started screaming at me. didn't even come to try and wake me. just screamed at me.
also, I'd like to add, when I CAN sleep, I'm and incredibly heavy sleeper. alarms do not wake me. much less his voice when he's quiet.
soooo then, when I woke up ill, he was pissed at me for it. all day. being a total dick.
but, as soon as he was in a good mood again, he tried to act like nothing happened. like, he was making me hug him and shit. and I just had to, I didn't get a choice. he made me. I was uncomfortable asf.
and now, I'm hearing g from my(incredibly angry) mother, that apparently, he didn't go to my little sisters ballgame bc he had a small headache?
the reason that's shitty is bc this is like. college level shidt. stuff that could get her a scholarship. it's really important to her.
and yet, he couldn't even be there.

he's never fuckking there.

I've learned not to care when he's not there. it doesn't bother me anymore(lie). but he hurt my little sister. again. it passes me off. and now he's pulling his whole 'oh woe is me, oh so pitiful me' act, like usual. I want to funking murder.

. . .

anyway.
I know many other ppl have it much worse than me father wise. sorry for spilling my minor stupid problems here. I'm just angry.

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