Basically she has trauma of doing operations on people because back then she was wicked and insane, she used to cut open all her projects, doing these wicked things. She's changed now and whenever as he has to do surgery on someone she has a panic attack but she forces herself to calm down. Basically when she had to do surgery on riptide today, she felt really really bad and started to cry mid operation.
Once she was done and he started to rest, she locked herself up in her room and won't feed herself or drink. She's been sobbing in there for awhile.))
