Vent

Hey guys, i just wanted to talk about my feelings for a bit. If you’re not comfortable about it, feel free to leave.

Sometimes i feel like everyone is talking behind my back.
Its difficult not to think about it.
To be honest, i think negatively about people too but at the same time, i don’t really mean it.

I also get jealous of other people’s work, They make me feel useless.
Like, everytime i draw or write something, I always look for mistakes. Because i want my work to be perfect.

I really want to get rid of this behavior of mine..
What do i do to get it out..

And one thing that really makes me feel bad is socializing.
I don’t know how to compliment ppl, I don’t know how to start a conversation, I don’t know how to react to something, I don’t know how to speak.
Its hard..i hate it.

Everywhere i go, i ask myself.
What they think of me, What i’m doing, What i say to them. I just can’t

For those who also experience the same problem as me, I want you to know that you need to love yourself, love everything you do, love how you look. But just don’t get obsessed with yourself, Its a pain.

Anyways, i feel a bit better now, and these ‘Hero Wars’ youtube ads are just so fucking annoying like, all i see are just boobies.

Thank you for reading.