. . .

Sad, hot boxed a bathroom stall out of pure anger, sadness, and I'm pretty sure going back into insanity.
Didn't help tho...even tho it was grape flavored...it didn't help, best part was that was like my happy pills basically, they don't don't work now.

I'm just, idfk, I'm just......in a spiral of...sadness.

But, he always comes back saying it's the best thing too do for her health, which I'm fucking cheering her on, I'm fucking happy for her, never happier, but then everything just creeps back on me, and makes me wanna end it all...

Anyway...uhhh, way more too that vent, but if I did, I'd end up balling my eyes out, and I don't feel like doing that, already using all of my will too not shed some tears

But let's make things happy right? Lets....idk, hru?

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  catnip[styx]

♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

[..that works, i suppose. but you better not get into any damn trouble..]

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  G̸̺̈́̂͒̍̒̇͝ḥ̷̢͍̙̪̎̎̅̅̄̃̀͂͑͝...

♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

Hm? yeh sure did idk what to say

1 years ago   Reply

  ♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

catnip[styx]

[......imma sneak discord, if I can I do it w snap, imma do it for discord...]

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  catnip[styx]

♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

[im not even allowed to have discord- i only have it bc i got it on my laptop and hid it from them. and, all i have is discord, insta, tumblr, and tiktok.]

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  ♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

G̸̺̈́̂͒̍̒̇͝ḥ̷̢͍̙̪̎̎̅̅̄̃̀͂͑͝...

Go too styxs acc, you'll see everything, and it might not seem like much, but....God that fucking stabbed me in heart

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