No you are not, you are a bad artist who can't draw but really you just started out and now are critically complaining about your art expecting to become whoever drew the Mona Lisa without doing anything about it, my advice: watch a tutorial and to note that you gotta start somewhere. All emotions are valid no matter how silly it can seem to some people but it becomes a problem when the emotions keep showing up again and again, it is probably best to take a break and reflect or attempt to improve, k bye :p.
