Yes I understand now

Sorry if I sounded confused, I wasn’t talking about improving your positivity, it’s what you’re struggling on. Adapt and overcome those obstacles. I see and understand why it’d be a loop. You can make the day better, it’s your life and you can control it in deciding who you want to be and how you want to be. If you can’t make decisions on your own then it’s alright, it’s all about time.

But it really depends on my mood lol
Maybe I can make this day better

You're a little confused but you got the spirit
I'm not planning to improve positively I don't want to anyways, I'm gonna try to be the best for the sake of doing it I have no will of what I want to do And I can't make much decisions on my own so I'm basically stuck in a loop

No you didn’t, there’s a whole day and the rest of your life for improvement. You got this man!!