codependency

I hate that I feel like I have to have her 24/7 to live, I hate that I feel like if she wants to. do. something else or have a bit of alone time that my whole world is crumbling and I'm alone, I tried to. make. friends to get rid of it but she's all I think about, she's all I want she's all I. need, I isolate myself because I don't want to be around anyone but her, I love her so much I love her so fucking much and she doesn't even understand she can't even understand how much I love her, there's not words that I can think of that can even describe it, except for codependency I guess.