Flaws

Something nobody can control, some adapt, some can’t, no one is flawless, especially me, I suffer from ADHD and the constant aftermath of an intense brain injury from when I was very very young, I can barely remember things unless I tell myself multiple times but even then I can forget in an instant, I have to have routine or I won’t be able to take care of myself and get very impatient when my routine has to wait a little longer than usual, I can’t remember dates at all, I can barely remember names and usually forget things I was going to say and was planning to say last minute, I hate crowds and frequently scratch the hell out of my arms and legs to cope with intense anxiety or stress, I can’t trust being alone with an adult that makes me anxious or I’ll cry, I hate loud repetitive noises and they make me feel uneasy, I can’t touch certain textures without slinking away and rubbing it off my skin, if I don’t do routine I’ll stop everything I’m doing and get stuck in autopilot, I can’t manage time at all, I can’t even sense time, I don’t like multiple assignments at once or I’ll go into paralysis, I can’t learn new things as fast as everyone else, everything needs a pattern or I’ll never get it for weeks, literally, and that’s still not all of them

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  🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

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If you say so…

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🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

Don’t worry about it, it’s okay

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  🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

[]TYRD[]

Yea… sorry for the small rant btw… I didn’t mean for it to be that long.

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🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

Honestly I have the same problems except I can remember certain teachers names if they’re simple and I see them often and my friends swear I have undiagnosed autism and my family wouldn’t be surprised, and I completely understand where you’re coming from cause I feel it too

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  🍷Zilo🎭 (RP guy)

I have the same exact thing with memory. I’ve been at the same school for two years and I still don’t know all my teachers names. And I forgot what I’m saying mid sentence or when I stand up. I can barely right and spell correctly. The only reson I can talk on hear is the small bar at the top of the key bored. And yes I know I use the wrong words for things. Also I think I have un diagnosed ADHD and possibly depression but I can’t tell for depression and I’m probably being a little B you know? Also I have intense trust issues.

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