💙 [ Azazel ] 💙

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agh rant but
I wish I didn’t have to argue with my parents over my identity
I wish I didn’t have to explain everything
“If it’s confusing in any way, then it isn’t of god!” My father says
I just
Eugh
I wish I didn’t have to fight for my identity to be valid at least in their eyes. “You have to do masculine things if you want me to consider you my son.”
What if I like colorful girly things? What if I like pink and purple and dresses and pretty skirts? What if I feel like I’m allowed to cry? What if I’m not tough and emotionless like you say boys are supposed to be?
I guess liking ‘girly’ things makes me less of a boy to him
I guess I kinda wish it was easier
I wish I could wear shirts without worrying about my chest
I wish I could wear dresses without looking like a girly girl
I wish I could grow my hair out really long without it looking like a girly thing
I wish he’d just call me his son
I wish I didn’t have to bind my chest to feel comfortable, or lower my voice or hide my face to feel like myself
Because this
Isn’t myself
It isn’t me and I know that it isn’t.
I wish I was born a boy.

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1 years ago   Reply
  crow

💙 [ Azazel ] 💙

okok

and yea you gotta cut shit like that down it sucks

1 years ago   Reply
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crow

Ahh yeah haha
Fuck animemaker just fvkin deleted my message caus it was too long lmao I’m moving to discord for a sec

1 years ago   Reply (1)
  crow

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i cant say anything about that because
i mean i cant tell how you feel over it
and ive never really felt that
i think
but you dont really have to look a certain way to be a boy
at least imo u dont
not that that matters lol
but
you know what you are
thats enough
the visible stuff can be changed later
but its not really a necessity

1 years ago   Reply (1)
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crow

thank you<33 this has just been on my mind a lot, I’m kinda starting to worry a bit more about my appearance and the fact that I don’t really look, yknow, masculine, it’s.. dmdjjdjfnkdsudhejfh

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