I wish I could sleep

But noooo I’m stuck home with two 11 year old boys that are so loud you’ll get a migraine in seconds, it’s midnight and I can’t sleep and I’m not allowed to yell at them even though I want to so damn bad, I love them whenever they’re not together because they’re not fucking demons that are tearing the house apart for fun because they can’t handle being good for three goddamn minutes, I fucking hate children with a burning passion and remind me that I will never parent a child without wanting to strangle them or yell at them till they shut the fuck up, I’m breaking mentally and can’t keep watching over these brats or at least be in the same house as them, I hate when my parents and aunt decide to give them more than one day a week to be here because they just get worse, I’m just so emotional I hate this, I don’t want to be a bad person over wanting to yell and beat the crap out of them but goddamnit I hate it when they’re like this, last time I snapped they went crying to mommy and I got in trouble, I need to learn to drive as soon as possible so I can just leave the days they’re together because god do I hate them together, I hate sensory overload

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