I CANT CHANGE!!! DONT U GET IT?!?!. I'VE TRIED AND TRIED BUT ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR OTHERS!!! ALL I GET IS INSULTS AND WIERD LOOKS!!!. IVE TRIED TO CHANG THE WAY I LOOK. I TIRED CHANGING MY PERSONALITY!! IVE TRIED EVERY FUCKING THING!!!*he began to tear up*
I ALREADY HAVE ENEMIES!!, I HAVE MANU OF THEM!!!! AND U THINK I WANTED THIS?!!?! I DONT WANT TO DO THIS!! I DONT WANT TO KILL I DONT WANNA HURT OTHERS BUT I HAVE THIS STUPID FUCKING VOICE TELLING ME SO!!. SO CAN Y JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!