SCHIZOPHRENIA

I'd be going to school.. nervous and looking at the monsters.
Trying to eat me
Alive
All I gotta do is survive. Another. Night

I'd be watching my closet
The little creatures trying to catch me surprised
I can't fall asleep
My mind. Is torturing.. ME
I can't escape, I can't breathe
All the things looking at ME
Do I deserve this misery?
Now I'm in a room, my mind turns off every time
He looks at me..
The mirror is the worst thing in my LIFE
I can see them lurking BEHIND
And I go away...
"Take your meds" they say
It's the pain that makes me
So stubborn and reluctant to listen to the VOICES...
They live in my mind RENT FREE
They don't bother listening to ME

They won't quiet DOWN
I'm scared from the SOUND
Of my brain exploding into PIECES
I can't even see IT
Your face is gone, it's not at all NORMAL
What is even NORMAL
Living in a world like MINE
Living without a SPINE
No decisions to make..
No paths to take..
"The meds will help you"
"There's nothing to be scared of"
"There's nobody there"

I'm getting tired of being here...

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