Idk, I’m just.. “Jealous” that you and Marc role played without me. I was in the game, watching the whole damn role play, sobbing and crying in real life, feeling left out. Nothing is your or Marc’s fault, I should have gone out there to find y’all, and just say I wanted to join in, but I was too shy and depressed. Fuck, I’m not saying you need to role play less with Marc, and more with me, I just get emotional easily, and my heart has already been broken by my irl friend, that always ignored me and left me out of stuff. I just got reminded of when he always picked on me, left me out, ignored me and shit. I just felt like that at the time. I’m sorry.