Mother (vent, tw: s.h)

Mother would you still love me,
If I wasn't your little girl?
If I never wanted to make somersaults or do twirls?
Would you still love me,
If I didn't wear Dimond rings nor pearls?

Mother, would you hear me
Over the blood that dripped from my arms?
Would you admit me? Cry? Or be alarmed?
Would you still love me,
If the rot, the decay, ruined my so called charm?

Mother, would you still care,
If I wore boxer briefs instead of women's underwear?
Would you yell? Would you scream? Would you be scared?

Mother, I'm not sick, I'm rotten,
I am cold, I am tired, I am misbegotten.
I love you, I need you, please, forgive my scars,
You're my mother, my start, my brains, my heart.

Mother, would you still love me if I said these things to you?
Would you be disappointed if I told you the truth?
I'm sorry, I apologize, it was my fault, I knew.
But yet, I beg on my knees, the forgiveness from you.

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