It means that I wanted to become a Priest hehe, it's basically religious stuff.

I was thinking of my future to enter a Seminary (a Different School) and enter Priesthood. Because I decided I want to be a Priest, though I know Priesthood is a process of becoming a Priest, Brothers, and Seminarians said that It's going to be a pain in the ass If I want to become One but also a Gift from God if I suffer first.