TW: BLOODI’m a fucking kid! Fucking kill me bitch!

Kill me for not being the perfect person who everyone wakes up and say, ‘I wanna be like her today!’ EVERYTIME I sit out of something and try not to exist, people are like ‘your so dramatic! O my god! A pick me!’ And when I try to help and stand out, they say shit like, ‘oh my hood! Your such a fucking attention seeker! You always have to have the spotlight! Let someone else have a turn!’ And then when I’m just minding my own business, not doing *either* of those things, people use me as a stepping stone. Like what? It makes about as much sense as putting a snowball in the microwave cuz it was too cold for your cat, what cat eats snow?! Like bitch, it’s not making any sense!!! What do you want me to do? Be the therapist of the group? I already am, now what? You want me to stop taking attention by helping so much? Ok then, I’ll stop listening to people and stop helping them, oh now what? I act preppy? Okey then, I’ll be emo, now what do you want?! You want me to stop being like that? Where is your fucking instruction manual?! Do you even *have* a ‘no nagging’ switch? Can I turn you off? Like shut up! I don’t know what you want from me! I’m eleven!!! I’m not even in middle school yet!!! I shouldn’t be the person you take it out on! How did I kill your uncle?! Am I the one who ran over your dog while you were on your fancy iPhone playing ‘candy crush’? I don’t even know how to drive! And how was I the reason your aunts, stepmoms, dogs, cousin, three times removed is dead? Am *i* the shark that ate him while he was on ‘hooooliday’ at the BAhaMaS?! Can’t you get it? I’m not a fucking complaint box! And I want to be treated like a human being! Not a little bug, or a pawn on a game of chess that everyone can control! I’m not a public display! Not everyone likes me, but I’m not made for everyone! I’m me! That’s all I need to know! And you are a dirtbag who doesn’t respect people’s boundaries! *cough dad cough*

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