Remind me to never play artificer again

I have a death counter and I’ve died more than 230 trying to tame a red lizard
AND THE RED LIZARD DIED EVERY SINGLE CYCLE SO I HAD TO RESTART
WHAT IS THIS GAME
ANDDDD NOT ONLY THAT BUT MY MONK PLAYTHROUGH’S SAVE FILE GOT CORRUPTED CUZ THIS GAME LOVES ME
AWESOME
IM DYING