there's worse things i can take

one week of school down and it's honestly not that bad
i feel like i can actually try to be a good student this year, maybe.
my friend groups give me a good reason to not give up, it's kinda silly how i really wanted to end everything last year

i'm still alive and i'll live to see 18, when i thought 16 was the end of the world

junior year might've not been my best academic year but i finally found my place in here and it feels good and its just nice,

i wished i couldve had this in sophmore year and maybe i wouldn't have been more mentally unstable but everything is better sooner than later and i really am a senior now