I don't feel good C':

First, I did very badly in my basketball course, I RUIN EVERYTHING, a ball pass, a shot to the basket, and catching, EVERYTHING GOES WRONG, I'M A DAMN USELESS AND EVERYONE LAUGHED AT MY FAILURES, that's why no one passes me the ball anymore, and that has made me lose concentration more and I don't want to play anymore, I don't want to be there, everyone hates me for not being able to
and later at home I can't be calm, my mom asked me to sweep I was going to sweep but my mom started grabbing me by the arms and making me sweep in a way I'm not used to, and she scolded me for anything wrong that I did when sweeping, she wants me to sweep PERFECTLY AND WITHOUT ERRORS, I CAN'T.

I showed a bad face for a moment because he bothered me with my mom, BUT SHE GOT EVEN MORE ANGRY THREATENING ME TO HURT ME, and worst of all, my dad supports him in that and doesn't even pay attention.

After sweeping I went to my room and then they called me to eat, BUT JUST WHEN I WAS GOING TO EAT THEY TAKEN MY PLATE AND I COULDN'T EAT UNTIL MY DAD SCOLDED ME FOR SOMETHING ELSE, I didn't pay any attention to him because I was SUPER HUNGRY, HOW THE HELL DOES THAT HAPPEN TO THEM?

then i went outside to see the moon and relax a bit

AND WHEN I CAME BACK, THEY SCOLDED ME AGAIN BECAUSE THE WASHED CLOTHES HANGED UP WAS ON THE FLOOR, I TOLD HER THAT IF I HANG THEM WELL, BUT SHE DID NOT BELIEVE ME AND SCOLDING TO ME EVEN MORE

and here I am in my room with the lights off, almost crying, and worst of all, tomorrow I have school C,:

is normal hehe..
this happens often
i hate my life
I want to fly

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