Oh. I just. That uh...
I just realized
.
That I'm desperate
I literally
Nate myself so much that I can't even live the nicest of ppl
Oh God
.
Thank you

I not pestering him. And I'm sorry
I was a terrible person. Who knows if I still am. I'm just not ready for relationships yet. I know that. I know you'll never forgive. Idc. I just want you to know I only want ppl to be happy.