Why would any1 even care about my shit anymore? :/

I don't really care about that because I'm happy about it, only because I can't be so sad anymore, but the bad things of it are I can't cry so much anymore (yes I would like to because it makes me good for some reason) I lie to every1 that I'm good or fine, smiling hurts, I act like a fucking emo. Welp! That's fine ^v^

:( I'm sorry you have to go thru that

As a depressed person idk, probably bad thing

is that a good or bad thing? 😖