I got stuck in a relationship

Friend: gay -n word-
My mind: why
Me: uhh... Uh.......mm -bad dark hundred joke-
Friend: yeah so you act gay so ima ignore youbut still talk to you
Me: ok??
Friend: -blabbers about how they would violently kill furries and gays-
Me: -intense sweating-
-at home-
Me: -intense mental breakdown and bawling-