Idk anymore i.m just bad at helping people
i.m a demon not an fucking angel you can rely on
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And you just need to calm down

Wtf why are u blaming urself

i don't have anything to say anymore
if you wanna die you can ain't holding you back
But know this
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I would be hurt and i care a lot about you
and you are one off the closest friend i could get on this app maybe this all does'nt mean shit to you but i just can't give up on you like that
you never really gave up on me too
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And ofc if you read this i alrdeady know you gonna get pissed at me that i.m the worthless piece off trash abd i should have died instead off your ex and i tottaly agree

We dated for 4 years.
We kept eachother away from suicide many times and i fucked it all

Nooooooooooo
Dude like you said don't look back at the past