getting better at art feels like something seeping into your inner will, a sense, your hands have their own minds, their own memory. this freaks me out

i think that all the time about myself, but i just try to draw something i look at and say "no way i can draw that", and keep drawing those things until i get the hang of it.

But i can't improve lol

Dang I have to agree

my brother always says something along the lines of
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"an artist is blind of their own greatness, everyone will want to meet their goals, everyone will continue to look outside the window, at other artists, one will start to compare, and have a goal, and until then, they will be blind, and when that time comes, they will have new goals."